Candira , 09/05/2001 17:18 DARTH VADER?! A star I am but surely not at war--- Please. I don't don't know.... And good question, could I even recognize you...him? If you really are my Father, please send me a personal e-mail at candira@skim.com. I have a headache, I have so much to do at Capture. I did some googling and looking for myself came down to a French verb, a NYC punk group and some weird Dutch spray. Gotta go.
joe , 09/05/2001 17:01 Nice dreams you have... And more to become...
Darth Vader , 09/05/2001 16:29 I ... AM YOUR FATHER
It just occurred to me. If you happened to meet your father by accident, would you recognize him? Do you stare at every middle-aged male and wonder if he could be your daddy? Do you think he is the Mirror? I mean that will you recognize yourself when you look at him? I shall advice my gods to help you with your quest.
Take care
Candira , 09/05/2001 15:32 Marlena, how to read my dreams? ...everything is coming up. yes, a friend has told me about this Tristan Tzara -very interesting writer! but how can he HELP me?!
Thank you for your help again. I don't know what to think, these childhood images. The more I know, the more lost I feel. I feel I could go up to anybody just as well as to my real Father. What's the difference?
candira , 09/05/2001 14:38 WWWWHY WHY WHY IS THIS CALLED mirror? black silver, staring at yourself, becoming blind of what you see, like staring at the sun. you see something I see something. take a mirror in your hand and speak. or just look at me and say something. MIRROR ME.
marlena , 09/05/2001 14:21 Very sophisticated and innovative fire, dreams and zeros. At least no one can say this has been already invented by Tristan Tzara...
Candira , 09/05/2001 14:01 I think that I am a White queen... or a Black rook... Don´t know.
And Nero: "really confused" is reserved for me today!
Michael , 09/05/2001 13:41 Sooo Candira, do you feel like you are just a pawn? Are you a White queen or a Black rook?
Nassau , 09/05/2001 13:36 ...continued from my last message.
It's been many years since that night, and my memory fails me. But I
remember your smile and innocent laughter, purple garments fluttering as
you ran around the garden. And I remember a sensation, an intense
feeling that something very special lies ahead of this child.
Something good has come out of this dazzling information network. I
found you. Maybe we can find your father too.
You asked me about details of your childhood. I must tell you, I only
saw you once or twice, but you left a permanent mark inside me. No
wonder you ended up as a star.
I attended the cocktail party you mentioned in your diary, and indeed
the summer was hot that year. I had my own share of troubles back then,
and soon after that I lost track of your father. I had to leave the
country, you see, but that is another story altogether.
I'll try splitting this message to get it through...
Nassau , 09/05/2001 13:31 Oh, having trouble with your mirror, did I exceed a size limit, perhaps?
Nero , 09/05/2001 13:26 What a hell is it?????? I'm really confused.
Candira , 09/05/2001 01:08 "CAPTURING in chess: The king, rook, bishop, queen, and knight capture enemy pieces in the same manner that they move. For example, a White queen on d3 can capture a Black rook at h7 by moving to h7 and removing the enemy piece from the board. Pieces can capture only enemy pieces. (Encyclopedia Britannica)." - "Just to let you know"
Candira , 09/05/2001 00:06 Take off those masks! I have the right to put on mine, I'm a star and I need to look good. Foundation, concealer, blush, shine cream, powder, brush, purple eye shadow, black brown gold eye shadow, eye liner, mascara, lip liner, lipstick. Maybe eye drops. Smile.
What do you mean your skin is too dry for it??? Who are you to say?
Candira , 09/05/2001 11:15 Terra Sienna, you are right... Thank you! Illusions, illusions... ALL physical fathers... May be IT all is inside...
dick , 08/05/2001 17:50 Why is this a called a mirrow?
Atlantis , 08/05/2001 17:23 To continue where marlena ended (same thing really, different poet):
"Absorb thyself in this great sea of the waters of life. Dive deep in it-- until thou hast lost thyself. And having lost thyself, then thou shalt find thyself again. Even as it is written, She had her dwelling in the great sea-- and was a fish therein."
Terra Sienna , 08/05/2001 16:48 When I really want to see something, I close my eyes. This might work for you too Candira. Just listen to the blood that runs in your veins. They are all there: your father, his father and his...all of your ancestors.
marlena , 08/05/2001 16:40 As you are looking in the mirror of water you see only water, which is the source of life. You have to transmigrate over water in order to find your roots - on the shores of the Blue Danube and of the Black Sea...
Mika Luminen, CEO , 08/05/2001 16:14 Thank you, Candira, for a good "shooting"!
Capture can see in the dark a wonderful future - I hope you'll continue to share it with us!
Please change experiences in Capture at http://www.capture.f2s.com/!
joe , 08/05/2001 16:14 By the way, lil girl... You´ve been hacked! ;-)
Candira , 08/05/2001 15:48 Quick one: Still no success with my Dad. AFTAB KASOOR and RIGA, maybe you could tell me WHERE exactly I could be looking from here in Helsinki? NASSAU - can you remember any detail from my childhood, I'd be more than grateful.
For the Indian DANCE, of course I'm aware of Isha Sharvani's and Daksha Seth's wonderful work in renewing the heritage of Indian dance. I don't know them personally, though. If you'd like to know more about the basics of Indian dance, you can check out, for instance, www.indiagov.org/culture/dances/dnceform.htm. Finally, I was very touched by TIA's zen saying.
See you, new stuff every day!!
It's me, Candira, having my lunch break at Capture's cafeteria. I need a cool drink after the motion capture session. It's very interesting seeing yourself doubled on the screens... I'll tell you more later, but first you could check out the first photos at www.capture.f2s.com. Pretty nice, huh?
I'll reply to your messages asap. THANKS, darlings!
Love, Candira
Axu , 08/05/2001 13:31 I must say I´m very confuse about all this...it´s a strange world. But I´m still watching...
Luke , 08/05/2001 12:24 i´m fine today. tired. not. maybe a bit. you´ve got a very cool acent when you speak. interesting. i wish you luck finding your daddy. peace *
Candira , 08/05/2001 02:58 Night-time. I stare in the mirror, blueish skin, black eyes. Go to the bar downstairs, drop rings in my drink. Adjust my skoliosis corset, tighten my watch, switch on my phone, go through the menu, clean my lenses, take a photo, capture it all on film, copy it later. Create something new, before the morning.
What can you see in the dark? Tell me!
Tia , 08/05/2001 10:17 hi candira,
i haven´t met your father but you are on the right way: i´ve read an old zen-saying ...
"searching for the roots is like looking for tranquility, tranquility is like following your destiny, following your destiny is like enlightenment, enlightenment is like eternity .."
good luck!
It's me, Nassau. You probably don't remember me. When I last saw you, you were a little baby, beautiful even then. I always knew your previous life had been one of virtue.
I was a friend of your father's at the time we lived in the same country. I am so sorry to hear that you don't know where he is. Totally bad karma. I will do anything I can to help you, just ask!
Love,
Nassau
marlena , 07/05/2001 18:22 Your father might be wandering along with a steppenwolf from Lapi, and keeping his feelings to himself. He is born in the Chinese sign of the Horse and I once met him in a faraway place called Luvland.
anna , 07/05/2001 17:36 it's a great day. thanx.peace
Lumi , 07/05/2001 16:07 Isha Sharvani is quite a promise as a dancer... Saw her yesterday in Alekanterinteatteri (http://kulttuuri.hel.fi/english/aleksanteri.html) with Daksha Seth (http://www.dakshasheth.com)... Do you know her/them, Candira?
Martin Schimano , 07/05/2001 15:54 Such a beautiful women!! Wow!!
Aftab Kasoor , 07/05/2001 14:46 You may have know me already: I work in the film industry and camera. I am not your father, but I have information, man, shit has got to come to light. We know same people, it is easy to contact me. I wish to help to you!
AXU , 07/05/2001 13:05 It`s monday, I can`t be fine. But I´m working on it...
Michael , 07/05/2001 12:06 Hey sweet cheeks! I can be your daddy ;-)
Riga , 07/05/2001 11:22 I was having a beer with your father yesterday evening... I think.
mr. Dad , 07/05/2001 00:41 Look, I'm sorry Candira... I didn't think you still wanted to see your old man since you made it so big in the Bollywood scene. Well, I'll try to make it up for you - say next Xmas, OK? Oops, forgot you don't celebrate Christmas in India :)
Candira , 06/05/2001 17:42 Heyyyyy. Drop a word on Daddy. What is he for you? Tell me, I just imagine stuff. Thanks, luv.
